Ever since I started working on "the other side of the camera," I'm regularly asked if I miss working in television.
The immediate answer is, "No, not really." I actually still go on air regularly, plus I shoot video, edit and write, which I always enjoyed. I work so much with media that it satisfies my need for urgency/immediacy, plus
working for a non-profit organization that helps animals is extremely fulfilling. Although my job is not perfect and I go through phases where I
complain a lot (*ahem* gala fundraiser prep time *cough cough*), I'm aware that
I'm blessed in my current career, and that not all former newspeople have the
luxury of such a satisfying transitional career. One news mentor of mine got
out of the biz for many years, and ironically recently began working again at
the same station where she used to be the main anchor. She calls non-news
careers "trying to work a civilian job." I don't presume that we
former newsies are even close to military, but I do think working in news makes
your mind work in ways it would not otherwise... and if you leave television
before you're fully ready, it will leave you wishing you had stayed in (no
matter what negative circumstances you are dealing with in your dysfunctional
newsroom -- because what newsroom runs without a little dysfunction?).
Back in the day!
That same mentor made me fully realize and admit to
myself that one day, there is a likelihood I will again work in television.
Why? Even though she and I had both been out of news for a while, we still
talked about TV all the time. It was a common passion between us-- a language
we both spoke fluently, and a binding interest. Every time I visit my hometown,
I watch my former coworkers on the air. When I visit San Francisco, I'm
watching the local NBC affiliate, reminiscing about the day I job-shadowed the
morning team. I love watching Miami news, fantasizing that I, too, could be on
the air with the rest of the divas, with my long hair extensions
blowing in the ocean breeze. ;)
The one and only time since I left WPTV NewsChannel
5 that I have missed working in television came not too long ago. It was a
moment I was watching my favorite news magazine show, which actually airs on
WPTV. The show is called The List, and the South Florida segment began airing.
As soon as I watched reporter (and my former coworker) Dan Corcoran bite into a gourmet grilled cheese sandwhich for a standup, I had a startling revelation:
if that were my job, it could have been me getting paid to eat grilled cheese
sandwhiches on TV! And I admit that I felt a pang of envy that Dan and the
other bureau team members, Bureau Chief Andy Delancey and Photographer Amanda
Crane (as well as former South Florida and current Denver Reporter Ashley
Porter) had such AMAZING television jobs.
They get to have unique experiences, review cutting
edge gadgets and interview celebrities... They even let me tag along a few
times for cool stuff like interviewing the lead singer of Jefferson Starship.
Of course, I was always grateful that they put the Zoo where I work on air a
million times...
The show is community info-tainment, and it is pretty much a dream job I would love to have. I'm not a hard-hitting investigative type of journalist, but I would have investigated just how melted that grilled cheese really was!
With David Freiberg
Dan at the Zoo filming ladybugs
The show is community info-tainment, and it is pretty much a dream job I would love to have. I'm not a hard-hitting investigative type of journalist, but I would have investigated just how melted that grilled cheese really was!
So I was happy to spend time with Andy, Dan and
Amanda as they came to the Zoo to film a ladybug release to promote our
upcoming weekend activities. The shoot went off without a hitch, but they had
to leave quickly because they had a corporate phone call scheduled immediately
afterwards.
Then, the bombshell -- Andy texted me that the
corporate phone call was to tell them their local segment is being CANCELLED.
The bureau is shutting down. This devastating news hurt me on multiple
levels. First and foremost, I'm a fan of the show. As a viewer, I get a
kick out of the easy-breezy, fun and funky format. Secondly, on a professional
level, I will definitely miss the regular coverage they were so kind to provide
the Zoo. They could do more creative angles of our events and Zoo news like no
other.
Lastly, and more importantly, these affected
employees are my friends. Nobody cracks Baptist church jokes with me like Andy
does, and he is one of my most supportive friends, always there for me. Amanda
won a special place in my heart back in our news days, when she drove an hour
at top speed to deliver to me some legal documents outside the Okeechobee
courthouse. She brought the papers JUST so I could hold them up on air and
refer to the lawsuit for an active liveshot. She was shaking when she got out
of the car from that nerve-wrecking drive! She is one legit photog. As for Dan,
my husband (who is also a former TV reporter) and I both agreed even when we
were new to this market that he is so good, he belongs on CNN. All three of
these journalists are skilled, talented and dedicated-- and as my friends, it
pains me to see them lose jobs they love through no fault of their own.
Whether they go the way I did and stay out of television (for now), or
whether they will find other news jobs in this market or other cities, only
time will tell. But my true wish for each of them is that their next careers
will be just as great as the adventure they have been on ever since The List
began... And that they never miss what they had by even one day, because their
new roles will be that much more wonderful. Y'all are on MY List!
